Tilted axis and the crazy Gorilla conductor

The seriousness of the situation,
is that we never know the strength of the opponent we are facing
We like to look at the world figuratively
Instead of realizing that we should say what we really mean
There is a lot that can be hidden behind pride
Emotions can deflect like a shield that we find ourselves hiding behind.

Its crazy
I can't figure it out
I understand that I am weird
but does that mean we have to shout?

I think the noise becomes apart of the silence
The room gets cold and I keep wondering what I did
"Maybe I wasn't quiet enough when I was sleeping last night"
Or maybe the tide and the moon just aren't set quite right
Maybe the aroma of my skin is secreting a deadly pheromone
I thought I was doing the right think but obviously I was dead wrong

I wonder
If my life were a ball could I spin it all backwards?
So I could align it all up and live life more accurate

Sit up in your attic and throw your shit
I will just hang out behind you whenever you're ready to quit
I know we will get older and this will be funny
I am OK with sitting back and playing like I'm a dummy
You can beat me up and I'll be whatever you need me to
But it's only because I feel like I can see right through you

I believe
That I am only as strong as my weakest thought
Recently, I have realized I am not strong and that is why I am twisted
Could my life have come and gone and maybe I just missed it?

Give me a banana maybe even two
I'll show you what this Gorilla can really do
You'd be so surprised it will leave you in stitches
And you can just go off riding brooms with all of the other witches!

I want to start my life with you

Everything that I do is for the greater good
I believe in myself in ways I thought I never could
One day I am going to give you everything you need
I want to plant emotional and physical seeds
We will grow beyond bounds imaginable
To harness feelings once thought to be intangible
I’m tired of waiting for my courage to catch up with my life
I know I can’t live without you but I am too scared to make you my wife

(What the hell man?! you’re losing her!!!!
She wants to go back to a previous life
That means you aren’t doing SOMETHING right
You’re holding the reigns but with no direction
You’re supposed to be there for her protection.)

I know… I know…. I want things to end happily ever after
I don’t want to even start such a serious chapter
I am scared that I will get lost in the mix
I am scared you meant what you said and really don’t give a shit
I am scared that I will follow down the lonely trail
I am scared like hell that I am going to fail
I am scared that I actually have emotions
But I should bottle my fears and throw them in the ocean

(That’s what real men do you are such a wuss
She wouldn’t want to walk out on you if you knew what it took
You gotta have the right stuff
You have to show her real love
You can’t try to get by on living life selfish
You are heading towards a situation and you can’t help it)

Fuck that you got this
Don’t dare be an accomplice
Don’t watch your life be taken from you
Don’t eat your popcorn and just enjoy the view

Don’t be bitch, be a man about it
Stand on your soap box and leave everyone astounded
Scream loud into the megaphone until your lungs want to quit
Love doesn’t come easy you have to work for it