You won't find it here

"If you are looking for answers you won't find them here"
She said
"....things have been strange and quite frankly weird this year"

I have been struggling with destiny lately
And I'm scared she's beginning to hate me
I find peace in time with her
But her constant frown always makes me wonder

Dave Matthews spoke of a space between
But I never thought that space would need to lie between her and me
The void lies there weighing heavy on us like a mountain range
As my hands sweat, my heart beats faster, and my mind races I now understand the word insane

"If you are looking for answers you won't find them here"
She said
"....I won't tell you yes because this is something I have come to fear"

I must be a powerful man because I can cause people to turn from love to hate
And I can make people believe that they should doubt their fate
God did bless me with an amazing talent and I aim to please
I know, I KNOW I have to find a way to cure this disease

I wrestle around with the obvious philosophies hoping to find hope
I live my life contently hanging on to your rope.....
Which actually is not a rope at all but our relationship life line
I know that we will get better with time just like the taste of a fine wine.

"I feel sick to my stomach and no one understands me"
She said
I understand you, and this is something that I want you to see.

What is meant to be will be
What we understand we will learn from
And how we live today will determine how we welcome tomorrow.

I welcome you and whatever may happen in my tomorrow….