Empty Room

I believe that I am not alone in this world
But I know that I am alone in my head
Everything in which I have come to depend
Has swiftly withdrawn its giving type hand
I am not asking for a hand out just a little help up
My brain is tired so I am just a little stuck.

Why does this always happen to me
You shake up my world and let me walk blindly
You take my sunshine away so that I wither in the cold
and you leave me lonely at night with no one to hold.

I figure or I guess it is because you are trying to teach me to be strong
But I don't know how long that I can just keep on keepin on

This world is a disaster and my life a mess
In my forceable future I see a frozen heart buried in my chest
Someone will eventually chizzle it out
Then I will know the feelings I am dreaming about
Then I will know that this world has some hope
Instead of being left behind begging and broke.

I don't want be desparate but I desparately need a way out
I can see my way up
And I don't want to look down
I can fall on my face
But when no one is around
Because I don't want the world to see me frown
I don't want to let the whole world down.
I can live this life but I am a little scared
I'm screaming in a room but no one is there.