Thursday, January 29, 2009

Please don't stop the rain!

I see rain falling and I can't help but to open my mouth.
I try to keep the drops from reaching their intended destination
So could this mean that it is my nature to fuck up natural direction?
I don't want to hinder natural selection.
I realize that I only seek the best for these little unsuspecting tears from the sky.
I also realize that like in my life, the world is much better if I don't open my mouth tonight.
What could I possibly say to make this situation better?
Nothing that I can say could ever change the weather.

So I can conclude that I would rather devour blood from my tongue
Than let myself be the chosen one.
I don't want to be the one to be the barer of bad news
Because the life that we live is the life that we choose.
There is so much that I can say but so much would still be left unsaid
I don't know how to proceed because I don't know what is going on in your head.
You have an appetite for destruction and a desire to love which is why the sky is bleeding
And You try to make the most of moments that are continuously fleeting.

Someone loves you and you push them away
Only so you can make room for another lover to stay.
That would make since if there wasn't another life involved
And if there wasn't someone crying on the other end of the call.
I am asked for advice and I gave insight to the high road
I wish I hadn't have spoken so soon and so bold.
Because if I could take my words back and prevent the sky from opening up,
I would.

Out of the car I step
Trying to figure out if there are any feelings left.
It has been a while since I have even seen you
and the entire time our friendship I have misused.
I talk to you with an alternative motive trying to steer you clear of your current path
Again I am trying to stop the rain from falling,
No hands on the wheel and both feet on the gas.
Maybe I should never open my mouth
and just hold in the secrets that are trying to get out.
If you never start something you can never mess it up
and if you take on too much you will always end up in a rut.
Trying to stop the rain is a proven disaster
and trying to fix things and just messing them up is a trait I have seemed to master.

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